
If you're struggling reading this, I want to say that you're not alone. Even if it doesn't feel like it right now, the world truly wants you to be happy.
The path is open to you:
Old Path White Clouds [0]
Opening the Heart of Compassion [1]
Seeing That Frees [2]
[0] https://z-library.sk/book/1313569/e77753/old-path-white-clou... [1] https://z-library.sk/book/26536611/711f2c/opening-the-heart-... [2] https://z-library.sk/book/3313275/acb03c/seeing-that-frees-m...
Opening the Heart of Compassion
Both very high in the calling me out on my bullshit metric
on transforming core motivational schemas that we were conditioned with since a young age and no longer serve us
Opening the Heart of Compassion by Lar Short and Martin Lowenthal (available free on dli.org)
on understanding deep patterns of behavior in yourself